Playlist: Mt Eden Dubstep - everything they have on Youtube.
There is a pattern in my holidays. Especially the long ones. It starts with optimism then immediately turns into depression. Or maybe fake optimism because I already know it's not gonna turn out the way I wanted and I'm just faking it because it looks better that way. But who am I kidding?
In case you're wondering, it often feels cold. Even if it's a sweltering 30 degrees Celsius outside.
I am a freaking failure. I am constantly reminded of that.